2023 Holiday Market Schedule

Tis' the season for hot cocoa and holiday shopping. There are so many fantastic local markets and this year, you'll be able to find me here:

Buffalo Women's Gifts 
Sat 11/25 | 11am – 5pm

Asbury Hall
341 Delaware Ave, Buffalo, NY 14202

SEM Holiday Bazaar 
Sat, 12/2 | 10am – 3pm

Buffalo Seminary
205 Bidwell Pkwy, Buffalo, NY 14222

AVA Collective
Winter Holiday Market 
Sun, 12/10 | 11am – 5pm

Resurgence Brewing
55 Chicago St, Buffalo, NY 14204

Mirabo Holiday Studio Sale:
Artist Edition
Tues, 12/12 | 5 – 9pm

Mirabo Press
11 Botsford Place, Buffalo, NY 14216

Buffalo AKG Art Museum Pop-up 
Sat, 12/16 | 12 – 4 pm

Buffalo AKG
1285 Elmwood Ave, Buffalo, NY 14222

*My studio is also open by appointment if you ever want to come visit… see work in person or in progress, or shop lovely works from the archives – I would love to have you! Of course you can always shop online, and local friends can use code BFLO to waive shipping and pick up in North Buffalo. 

(Back) Covergirl!

Uppercase Issue #58

Excited to share that I wrote about creative breakthroughs for the latest gorgeous issue of Uppercase Magazine - AND my artwork is featured on the back cover! Double delighted to have my work alongside cover girl Helen Dardik whose work I have admired for years. Total thrill! 

In 2013, I needed a way to return to an art practice after a 12 year hiatus. I started small and committed to creating 5 small pieces of art, every week for one year – I called it The 5/52 Project. I was terrified of a white piece of paper, so I decided to use found vintage photographs as my canvas. This gave me a starting point for each piece… the image would enable me to have something to interact with, like a topic for a conversation. Sometimes I would work on the 5 pieces throughout the week, and sometimes I would need to buckle down and work for a few hours on a Sunday to keep my project going.

Committing to taking small steps each week can create a beautiful and impactful body of work over time. It is amazing to look back and see how many of the elements in this project inform and ground the work that I make now. I am still fascinated by photography and all the ways it shows us a point in time from a unique perspective. I am still in love with color and its ability to conjure emotion and heart. I still love projects and parameters to help shape my creative energy, and also enjoy a sense of playful experimentation in my practice. Not only was I able to stick to the project, but 10 years later these exercises are still an integral part of my practice!

 

You can check out my reel on instagram. I also decided to add this piece Mind Garden, as a new 12x12 print on my shop, or snag one of the last 8.5x11 prints that are on sale here! 💌✨

A huge new mural on the horizon!

Tonawanda Aquatic and Fitness Center (before)

There are more larger than life things to celebrate – like being awarded this amazing mural opportunity! The Town of Tonawanda put out a call this past winter looking for artists to liven up their Aquatic and Fitness Center. The huge building is set way back from a busy road and many people aren't aware that this amazing facility exists. Tonawanda wanted a way to illuminate this town gem, and out of the 30 proposals – they selected my design to breathe some life into this great asset. The office of NYS Assemblyman William Conrad's office sent out a press release on Friday unveiling the project which is very exciting. These images are the mockups I presented in my submission and we are slated to get this project rolling in the next few months! 

Artwork from my design proposal. Slated to start installation in June 2023!

BIG News!

So, I said I was working on some big projects, and I'm excited to finally be able to share some details… 

 

First up is this beautiful floral installation I created for a group show called Spring Break that is up in the lobby at Fountain Plaza (50 Fountain Plaza | Buffalo, NY). This piece titled Here With You feels like a nice stretch and next step in my studio practice – a paper collage taking up space like a mural!

My latest art installation "Here With You" in the lobbyway at Fountain Plaza – Buffalo, NY

One of the things that many people gravitated towards and commented on when I had my studio space at the Hunt Gallery Residency were the bright flower cutouts that I had taped up on the walls. I loved them also (so fun! so happy!) but wasn't sure how to utilize them beyond collaging them to paper and paintings. When I was told I would have this wall to showcase some new artwork, my wheels started turning and I thought it could be awesome to see those flower cutouts filling the space – and this piece came to be! There are about 20 flowers ranging in size from six inches to three feet large, all layered and floating dimensionally away from the wall. It's delightful.

I will get some more images of this piece and the other artist's work at the opening reception May 18. If you want to pop over to see it in person, please do! The address is 580 Main St, Buffalo, NY 14202 the building is open to the public during regular business hours and I highly recommend going when Flint is open so you can get some great coffee and tasty pastries or lunch. Yay for taking chances and thinking big!

AVA Collective Spring Popup!

I had such a blast doing in person events last year and I’m very excited to get out there in 2023. I will be at the AVA Collective Spring Pop-up at Resurgence Brewing Co. on April 30 from 11am-5pm. AVA Collective pulls together a great show and I’m excited to vend there for the first time. I will be bringing some new Buffalo, NY themed prints along with other goodies perfect for Spring and gifts for Mother’s Day. Hope to see you there!

I'm in the 2023 UPPERCASE Surface Pattern Design Guide!!

I’m thrilled to finally be able to share that my pattern design work is included in this year’s UPPERCASE Surface Pattern Design Guide! UPPERCASE is a quarterly magazine for the creative and curious inspired by craft, design, typography and illustration. Published since 2009, the magazine has an enthusiastic and loyal readership of designers, illustrators, craftspeople, creative entrepreneurs and paper lovers around the world. Ads-free, with high-quality production values and a unique design aesthetic, the content of each issue is eclectic and inspiring. 

Thousands of patterns were submitted to the Guide (I was one of 994 entrants!) and not only will my work be featured in the print magazine, I was also selected by Canadian “House of Paper,” Halfpenny Postage, for a collection of greeting cards – how awesome is that?!?

You can see the spread with my work in the image below. If you are interested in getting your own copy of UPPERCASE (or a subscription!) for loads of creative inspiration, you can use the code
SPDG5save10 for 10% off a subscription (offer expires on April 30).



Hallwalls Drawing Rally, Winter 2023

I was thrilled to be invited to participate in another Hallwalls drawing rally, my fourth! The live drawing rally & online silent auction is my absolute favorite art event in Buffalo. 36 artists draw live over the course of the evening, each starting with the same size (12”x18”) piece of white paper and tasked with creating a unique piece of art in their own style in 45 minutes. There is a DJ and everyone can walk around and watch as artists work on their pieces, which get auctioned off at the end. They are serious about the 45 minutes too – there is a giant clock counting down while you work. A bit nerve wracking, but so much fun!

Here are a few images from the event!

What is Art? (A love story)

I figure most of you are here because you know me, or love art, or love my art. So, here is a story about love, and art!

Aaron and I met in the first period of our first class our freshman year of art school. It was called Methods and Concepts, a foundations of art class, Monday morning at 8am. A short time into that Monday morning class we were divided up into groups to discuss the question – what is art? Our little group of 5 or so went back and forth for a few minutes tossing out things that might be, or might not be art. It can be hard to define art. Is a painting on a wall in a museum art? What about a photograph? Are the marks the cavemen scrawled in the caves art? Is my couch art? What about music or dance? Do they count as art? 

The groups dispersed and the teacher opened up the conversation to the class. What is art? One person thought that art was indeed a painting on the wall of a museum. Others thought it was more inclusive and roped in dance and music, sculpture and words. And some of us thought it was concept or intention that made art. Really, anything could be art if it was imagined to be so. A desk could be art. An idea could be art. A life could be lived as art.

Two kids nearing art school graduation, and same kids last month at the Carnegie International exhibition

Aaron and I were very much aligned in the anything can be art camp and that started our friendship. And that friendship grew into a love and that love still grows. And so does our drive to keep exploring art – it is the way we try to make sense of the world around us.

I've found the phrase “blur the lines between life and art” written in several notebooks and sketchbooks over the years. I recently went to a virtual artist talk with two artists who I deeply admire Deborah Roberts and Vanessa German – and that phrase came up in their conversation as well. Let's live life as the ultimate artistic practice and fill our lives with the love and magic of art! 

What is art to you? I would love to hear.

Spinning Plates

Me & Dad! Note the rainbow sleeves on my shirt…

My dad is an architect and was the design partner in his firm when I was growing up. Occasionally, I would go to work with him on early release days or days off of school. I remember playing in the back of his office with all the tile samples and giant sets of prismacolor markers. I would build little worlds on the shelves where they kept office supplies. There were walls covered in tile and counter samples, and binders full of carpet and fabric swatches. I was a kid in a candy store. 

One of my favorite things to do was play with the electric erasers. I realized that if you turned them up so the eraser was pointing up, the clean white eraser became a little potting wheel that I could use to make miniature dishes. I would carve out little bowls, plates and cups with exacto knives and then color them in with the markers while the makeshift electric potters wheel was still spinning. It was always so much fun… until I got caught chopping the clean new erasers up into little bits by someone in the office. It was harmless fun, but from what I remember they weren’t too pleased with my creative waste of supplies, lol. It is fun to think that those little eraser dishes were my first taste of product design!

Electric eraser, in case you aren’t familiar.

Modern studio reproduction of a tiny plate and bowl.

Recap of 2022 – My Year of Play

In 2022, I focused my energy with one guiding anchor – PLAY. I've tried to do this before, but was never able to narrow it down to just one word. I think in 2021 I had four, slimmed down from years past. I knew that wonderful, magical things can come out of play. I lept in hoping that  joyful work and new opportunities would arise if I leaned in and followed my curiosities. In my notes I said my goals for the year were to have fun, define my style, learn and grow. 

While I avoid most structure (hello artist and entrepreneur, lol) I find that having some sort of framework and parameters to create is key. I decided to choose a monthly focus under the play umbrella to offer some guide rails. I had wanted to create a deck of cards for several years and it seemed like an excellent goal to have as a takeaway for the year of play, so that set me on my path forward. Here is how the year went:

Jan: Hearts

Starting with the heart (and drawing heart suitmarks) seemed a fitting and centering practice. It also gave me a collection of artwork to create Valentine’s postcards that I was able to offer up for sale in February!

Feb: Spades

I knew I needed to be creating lots of artwork that I would be able to use in the deck of cards, so for the next few months I chose a suit a month and tried to make at least 5 pieces a week. 

March: Diamonds

Again, taking steps towards creating that deck of cards. 

April: Clubs

Clubs were the intended focus, but ended up pausing on the cards to allow me to create proposals for mural projects.

May: Deck of Cards

I started to pull together all of the suitmarks I had made to date and am working to see how things fit together and evolve. I knew it would take time to sort through the art and figure out how the puzzle pieces could fit together.

June: Story, Call & Response

I spent this month carving out time to play in the studio and in the garden. Both are an investment of energy with unknown destinations – a leap of faith that something beautiful will grow in time.

July: Shape & Rest

I worked on my artswatch project as a way to focus my creative energy. Things tend to go off the rails a little in the summer for me without the structure of the school days. I took a bit of time to rest and recharge before some mural projects and gathered info on playing card producers.

August: Product Play

In preparation for the holidays, I used this month to do a call and response with my newsletter friends – creating mockups of products and reaching out for feedback. This month was also crunch time to finalize the deck of cards. I made two alternate decks (three total) and reached out to a small group for design feedback. Also started moving into my studio space for my residency at Hunt Gallery.

September: Mural painting

I finalized my deck design, sent it to the printers and opened pre-orders in my shop. Painted the Title IX mural at UB. Packed and shipped card orders. It was a busy (and stressful) month!

October: Residency & Holiday planning

This month was full of preparation for holiday pop-ups, and diving back into a studio art practice through the residency at Hunt Gallery. Also started some new bodies of work that I’m excited about.

November & December: Pop-ups, and online sales, Residency

While I was in the holiday hustle and not playing much in the studio I thought a lot about ways that the year of play could translate to mindset. A lot of my work appears bright and cheerful, but I take the work super seriously and can be really hard on myself. I often overanalyze and spin my wheels on taking big next steps.  I focused on giving myself grace and leaning into opportunities with a sense of exploration and playfulness.

Lessons learned: Play was a stellar word for me in 2022. I am so prone to overthinking things and getting stuck before even starting… but having play as my anchor gave me a sense of lightness to not take myself too seriously. It is great to have a plan, but I’m learning time and time again that when I complete a goal it often looks different than expected. I had hoped to pitch a lot of licensing projects, but ended up focusing more on looking for more art and mural projects (and getting that residency!). I played with saying yes to opportunities that popped up and tried out several holiday pop-up shops over the course of the year. I even played with being more business-y and got up and running on QuickBooks.

When I started this year of play, I thought that sounds so fun! But, wow… play can be WORK. It is hard to play. We don't live in a culture that really values grownups having playtime. We are so primed to be constantly productive. It seems so ironic that I'm working to make time for play – to allow my mind to wander. My creative well is expanding, growing deeper and more fulfilling, and that feels exciting and worthwhile. The reward was huge. I’m especially grateful for the sense of lightness and flexibility in how I am approaching work/art/play moving forward.

xo!

Hunt Residency "Verge" Opening

Installation for our group show Verge started yesterday at Hunt Gallery! I snapped a quick photo of two of my pieces before I had to duck out, but would love to see you at the opening this Friday from 5-9PM! Above on the right is one of the pieces included in the show, and the start of a new series titled Ways to Grow 1.

About the show: Hunt Residencies II opening reception for the group exhibition Verge will take place January 13th, 2023. Verge will showcase the artwork completed by the six artists that entered Hunt Residencies studios in August 2022. Work by resident artists Avanna Duff, Eugene Sims, Laura Valkwitch, Cassandra Ott, DJ Carr, and Nicholas Wheeler are taking over the main gallery. The evening will also introduce the arrival of seven new artists in residence for the third cohort of Hunt Residencies. The exhibition will be on view through February 10th, 2023.

Images above by Spicy Creative

‘Public art is my sport of choice’: The story behind UB’s Title IX mural

I opened up for an interview with Alex Novack of The Spectrum (the independent student publication of the University at Buffalo) this past October after the installation of my Title IX mural on campus. I enjoyed talking to Alex and there are a few things that surprised me after reading it… but I think he did a great job and I wanted to share the article here.

By ALEX NOVAK

October 26, 2022 | 9:44pm EDT

The sidewalk outside the entrance to Alumni Arena is exploding with pops of color. 

This eye-catching mural, the latest installment in UB’s “contemplative sites” initiative, commemorates the 50th anniversary of Title IX, the federal law that prohibits sex-based discrimination in schools and education programs. 

“The prominent location will be a constant reminder to all who enter Alumni Arena of the importance of this initiative to the university,” D’Ann Keller, senior associate athletic director for Sports Administration, said in a statement

Behind every “contemplative site” is the artist that brought it to life. Cassandra Ott, a Buffalo-area creative, worked tirelessly in both sweltering heat and bone-chilling cold to paint this celebratory vision into existence. 

Using nine squares of the sidewalk, Ott dedicated a quadrant to each of UB’s eight women’s sports teams — which outnumber UB’s men’s teams, much to Ott’s surprised delight. The ninth quadrant pays homage to Title IX and unifies all of the individual squares into one cohesive mural. 

“I’m not the sportiest person,” Ott said. “However, I realized in doing murals that it’s super physically demanding and I feel like that is my sport of choice at this point. So public art is my sport of choice.”

If public art is Ott’s sport of choice, it’s safe to say that she wasn’t always the MVP. When Ott painted her first public art piece back in 2019, it was only a small mural in a gallery. Drawing on a large wall was entirely outside of Ott’s skill set at that point;  she had only worked with regular 11-by-14-inch size canvases. This was an intimidating transition for Ott, but she learned to enjoy painting murals. 

The response to Ott’s first public mural commemorating the Elmwood Village Association’s Buffalo Garden Walk was overwhelmingly positive and life-changing for the fledgling mural artist.

“It was fun seeing people walk by and getting instant feedback,” Ott said. “They were really excited about the project, and they had a lot of questions. I really appreciate that public art puts beautiful things directly into our environment where people can live with them and interact with them. I find that super exciting.”

.”This newfound passion for this niche subdivision of her craft shines through in the Alumni Arena mural where Ott once again dove head first into the opportunity to share a meaningful message with the community.

Despite gaining more experience in mural painting since her first public art piece in 2019, Ott has still encountered new challenges this time around. For instance, she’d never painted a mural on a horizontal plane: the ground. 

Ott says this was a completely different “can of worms” compared to anything she’d previously tackled. It opened the door to new obstacles such as debris on the ground, pesky falling leaves and anti-slip paint with the gritty consistency of pudding mixed with sand. These unforeseen obstacles and minor annoyances did not phase Ott in the slightest.

“Like anything, you just kind of have to take a bit of a leap, and there are so many ways that I feel like art is representative of life,” Ott said. “There’s only so much you can plan for. So at a certain point you need to take the leap and see if you can figure it out as you go.”

Ott doesn’t shy away from figuring things out as she goes in her life either. 

As a child, Ott frequently visited the Pittsburgh Center for the Arts with her parents, both artists, who supported her creativity from the very beginning. She fondly recalls watercolor classes with dad and making glass beads with mom, but says a photography camp was central to her artistic awakening. She earned a BFA with a concentration in photography in 2001. 

After graduating college, Ott took the summer with her now-husband to have one last hoorah before entering the workforce. With a world of adventure waiting for them, Ott and her partner booked their plane tickets to Amsterdam. The only problem: their flight was scheduled to depart on Sept. 11, 2001. After her plans for an unforgettable European getaway became unforgettable for all the wrong reasons, Ott experienced another tragic loss. In the following months, Ott’s grandparents passed away in a devastating plane crash. Her grandfather was flying the plane and her grandmother was his only passenger. 

“Those two events really changed my universe,” Ott said. “I think about how time can be therapeutic. 

Still reeling from these traumatic circumstances and the lack of a regular artistic structure that college provided, Ott did not produce any serious bodies of work for 13 years outside of graphic design jobs for her family’s glass dinnerware business. Eventually, Ott gave herself assignments to complete, and her creative flow returned with a vengeance. She painted on others’ old photographs that she had either purchased from eBay and second-hand stores or received from family, friends and acquaintances. 

Through time, healing and self-determination, Ott was able to pour all of her talent into UB’s new Title IX commemorative mural. The mural’s celebration of inclusion and equality resonates strongly with Ott. 

“In sports and in the current climate, there are a lot of people who have a lot of hurdles, unnecessary hurdles,” Ott said. “And there is such a giant lack of equality in our society, and I feel like anything that recognizes these hurdles or how far we’ve come is important to pay tribute to so that we can feel hopeful for making more progress. It’s important to commemorate and honor the progress that we’re making so that we can continue to make sure that everyone is on a level playing field.”

Studio Time!

Started in April of 2021, Studio Time! is a weekly virtual art making meetup that I host via Zoom.

It’s pretty simple… Here are the details:


Here is how it works...

It’s an hour and a half silent group art making session via video. A quiet time carved out in the week to work with a sense of camaraderie and community. 

-We show up and connect (doors open 15 mins ahead of time if you are looking for extra creative community and conversation)
-We find our center and I start the clock
-We mute and we dive into our creativity!
-We have a solid 75 mins set aside to create
 (work on anything... from sketchbooking, your current project or, that thing you keep avoiding and need accountability for...)
-We close by taking a moment to notice how it went, and plan the next step

This is a standing weekly meeting open to all Studio Time! friends (and friends of friends). If you know of someone you think would benefit, encourage them to join us. I would love to see you there!

If you are interested in joining us, please reach out below and I can add you to the weekly email reminder :)

Art Swatches

When I feel lost in the studio, I find footing usually one of two ways – cleaning/rearranging or by making shapes on small 3" square pieces of paper. It is very low stakes and a great way to maintain a bit of a creative rhythm. I learned about them through Birdie Fitzgerald who is a fellow color and collage loving artist.

Over the past few years I've been building a library of these cards. They are an alphabet of sorts – the building blocks of my visual language. Just like letters they can be placed into a multitude of arrangements, or appreciated on their own.

These shapes have found their way onto a tissue paper design for packing up orders in my shop, my playing cards and tea towels, and are finding their latest iteration in a new series of work. I find over and over again that it’s the small things that add up to make the big things – case and point, art swatches!

Give it a try if you are ever feeling stuck. Even if it doesn’t become a launching point, I imagine it will be a step along the way to get you closer! What are your favorite things to do if you are stuck and unable to make art? I’d love to hear…

I'm making a deck of cards!!

The first edition of my deck of playing cards is ready for preorders!

I started my suitmarks project in April of 2020 and I'm beyond excited to bring it to life in a beautiful physical deck that can be used to play card games. It is the culmination of many, many hours of experimenting with art supplies and learning about the history of suitmarks and playing cards.Each card has a unique piece of art!

Designed in Buffalo, NY and printed in the USA, these cards are absolutely lovely and expected to ship in late October or early November. This is a full 52 card deck with 2 jokers, packaged in a gorgeous custom box.

It’s so exciting!!

A Year of Play – half way mile marker

Things have been busy around here – I have been carving out time to play in the studio and in the garden. Both are an investment of energy with unknown destinations – a leap of faith that something beautiful will grow in time. I am finally on the other side of a long creative drought (yay!) and am feeling like my creative well is sloshing around with ideas that have me excited to be spending time in the studio.

When I started this year of play, I thought that sounds so fun! But I'll tell you… play can be work. It is hard to play. We don't live in a culture that really values play. We are so primed to be constantly productive and playing feels like a frivolous luxury that someone in their forties shouldn't prioritize. It seems so ironic that I'm putting in effort – working – to make time for play and allowing my mind to wander. The reward is huge. I feel more relaxed. I feel energized. I feel more at ease with the uncertainty which is the most certain element of this life we are living. My creative well is expanding, growing deeper and more fulfilling, and that feels exciting and worthwhile.

I wrote in a journal a few years ago that I was allergic to words. I felt that way for a long time – those imprinted memories from childhood can really be impactful! Most of my life I have found it easy to communicate with images and impossible to find the words to round out the visuals. Over the course of the past few years, through the help of journaling, writing regular newsletters and attending a weekly writing group called Show Up and Write – I'm getting over my word aversion! Writing privately has given me the capacity to consider sharing more openly.

This month I am going to start writing out some of the building blocks to my story and sharing them here with you. I remember my grandma critiquing a coloring page that I made as a kid (in the most well meaning way) that really kind of pissed me off at the time, but recently sparked a series of sketchy patterns that have been growing over the past few years (see below!) I have deep memories of spending time after school in the sample room of my dad's architectural firm playing with color swatches and building little worlds of my own. I had a jewelry business with my mom when I was in elementary school and that sparked my interest in creating and selling things.

I have also had a few big earth shaking life events that have drastically shaped who I am and the reasons I make the work that I do. I am finally feeling ready to open up and connect in this space on a much deeper level with some of these stories. It is easy to share the bright and colorful artwork that comes out of my creative practice, but the stories that have shaped my perspective and allowed me to see the rainbows have come after a few intense storms. So, I am going make an effort to write and I'm sure in the process, I will learn some things. :)

I (heart) NY

I recently took a trip to meet some amazing and inspiring fellow members of the Art Brand Alliance. This group has had an incredible impact on me the past two years, and I’m grateful to have met so many wonderful artists and made new friends. I even got to meet my friend Lizzie Clark in person, while wearing a fantastic dress (with pockets!) for which she designed the pattern!

Along the road I also was able to spend some quality time with my awesome mom. We went to the Corning Museum of Glass, saw a fun art show featuring some modern quilts by Becky McNeill. Yay for getting out on adventures.